Isn’t it funny that once I decided to turn my passion elsewhere, something that resembles an opportunity with my previous interests comes knocking? Not to mention it’s giving me much time to think about my new interests. Even though I’m not even involved in the production, I guess you could call this breaking into the industry…oh how I wish I could be more involved in the...
Writing and Venting
Literally, I don’t have time to write and vent about everything anymore. And not just vent, but also expand on little moments of inspiration…it would do me a lot of good.
Tired of People
I’m getting tired of some people that I really don’t know why I try so hard for. I still like them as people, but I don’t know why I am putting in so much time/effort/money when I could be doing more valuable things. At the same time, I’m glad to be spending more time with people who light up when they talk about their passions, who are driven individuals that keep on...
Not a good time in my life right now, things never seem to work out for me. Sigh, why bother trying? I wonder how many more times I have to experience failure before even getting a glimpse of success.
Fun fact: The reason why I study better when I’m with one or two other people is this. I have this perceived notion that people think I’m smart and/or hardworking (wish I was more of both). And I try to live up to that when I’m doing work next to them. Studying alone gives me no incentive. The games I play with my mind cuz I know it so well…
You know what I would do if I knew I had an enormously huge amount of money that would never really run out? Backpack through the world. Man, the things I daydream about.
The thing is, people want it but they might not want to ask for it. Sometimes, you let it slip that something’s wrong. But then you make a joke out of it, playing it off as though there’s nothing to be worried about. People aren’t honest. They are scared. Of themselves, or of others. Now imagine a world where everyone had the courage to believe in themselves.They fall and get...
So many things to deal with and I should find time to jot them down. But the most important thing is to learn to deal with myself. If I don’t learn how to…well, I might as well have stopped growing and it will be game over.